Will It Find You

It’s an odd feeling to have the good within being somewhat deliberately suppressed by unwitting evil. Those internal struggles between mind and heart, the constant bouts between conviction and compromise. What drives these battles, what is the underlying root? Oh, how we cannot afford to be careless with our deepest intentions…

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This mind runs, races

Never sleeps.

Within me, its kingdom built

And therein dwell without mercy.

By drive of abstinence

By guile of diversion.

By reason of force

All fails, none prevails.

What more may one do

What card has one left?

When one has found the Answer,

But It doesn’t find him?

- AfterTim-

“For what I am doing, I do not understand. For what I will to do, that I do not practice; but what I hate, that I do”. ­ - Romans 7:15